Sunday, 16 November 2014
Yesterday, my partner Eduardo and I, gave our first
joint workshop on the Mistery of Stopping and Taking Root in the Body. It was the culmination of several
months of arduous work, of comings and goings, of long discussions on the topic
and longer practice sessions of the work. Finally we made it, and by yesterday
afternoon it was successfully over.
It takes a while to come to rest
after such an impulse. The inertia continues for a while. After such a race, coming
to rest is something we have to consciously if we mean to savor the sweet space
in which we do nothing for a while. It is a regenerative space.
It is not easy to stop and savor. The
impulse’s inertia makes me believe that there is stuff I need to plan, things
to do, processes to evaluate and new decisions to be made.
There’ll be time for that… tomorrow. Today
I rest. Today I do nothing. Today I enjoy what I’ve achieved. Today I don’t look at what could have
been better, what remains to be corrected and adjusted. Today I don’t look
ahead to the road that’s left to travel. There’ll be time for that… tomorrow.
It’s so difficult sometimes to just
stop and give ourselves permission to simply enjoy our achievements. We’re
always noting what was missing, what wasn’t perfect, what is left to correct.
There will always be something to do.
Every new achievement opens up doors to new avenues for improvement and
discovery. When we reach the top of the hill we always find that the road goes
on, that this hill has to be climbed down to climb the next one in line.
But enjoying the road implies
savoring not only the effort of the climb, those moments when we feel we’re “doing
something productive.” Walking the path also implies learning to savor the
rests, those moments when we “do nothing” other than enjoy the vistas of what
we’ve already travelled.
Therefore today… today I rest. Today
I enjoy the view from here. Today I say thank you for having been able to walk
this far.
Victoria
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